When A Girl Talks.

So in this post, I'm gonna explain everything. Everything! Well, friends can be nice, sweet, tall, short , bla, bla, bla and so on.. Well, to be honest, friends could be anything, I mean their personalities could be anything beyond our expectations. So friends, do not take any offence if I say you are bad-tempered, lazy, and whatnot because it may be an advice in a different way-my way-. huh? You guys may think that I'm too severe to call you such-things-. But I mean no harm! Seriously, I am.. It is my honest and genuine thought of you, and I'm trying to be honest with you. Kata kawan? Friend, kan? Friends should correct each other. And yes, that is what I'm trying to do. Don't get it twisted, ok? I may be not a good friend for you, but I tried and will try my best to be one. And do correct me when I wrong, cause like what Mili Cyras said "Nobody's Perfect". And I believe no one in this world is PERFECT. So, you, yes you, you are my friend and I love you, because you are another precious piece of my heart that will forever-ever in my heart.

p/s: I love you Sherah, I love you Fairy and I love you all! *all of you*

Aku nak marah, tak boleh, nak mengadu, siapalah mahu mendengar, nak cakap kang korang kata mengumpat.. Jadi aku diamkan diri jelah. Aku memang tak boleh orang tuduh aku, secara tiba-tiba tanpa alasan yang munasabah dan boleh diterima kepala otak dan hati. Aku rasa depressed of course, marah, tak payah tanyalah! The not-problem is, Aku tak rapat pun dengan dia, tiba-tiba aku kena tuduh yang aku ni telah ".............."<---- =(. Tapi aku punya lah jauh dari dia, dia kata akulah penyebabnya.. Secara tiba-tiba! Siapa tak bengang duhh, dahlah pagitu mood aku macam sial. Bila orang kata bukan-bukan memanglah naik api aku.. so fuu~ Aku senyap jelah. Aku bosan dan aku dah penat jaga perasaan orang lain, sampai aku pun tak faham kenapa aku buat macam tu. 'Dia' cakap macam tu, aku senyap je. Jujur, waktu tu aku rasa nak hempuk kepala dia dengan pasu kat belakang dia, tapi aku sabar dan aku tahan.. Dia fikir diri dia je, tak pernah nak fikir apa yang orang lain rasa. Aku pun nak belajar jugak, takkan nak membusuk dan membodoh duduk kat rumah.. Lepastu korang dapat 9A aku dapat straight D.. Amboi sedap.. Memang aku suka.. Dahlah! Cara aku nak fikir pasal mereka.. Esok aku cuti lagi. Sehari je tau! Esok is my last day tak datang sekolah. so, maaf ye. By the way, aku tak PONTENG, tapi dapat MC doktor, sumpah tak tipu! Sebab mereka-mereka, aku terpaksa duduk rumah TAK BELAJAR.. Takpe, kali ini aku mengalah, lain kali, talk to my socks, hell yeah! NEVER! Just once, and this is the last time, I remind you!

Nah, ambik awak! Saya tak datang sekolah hari ini, jangan salahkan saya ye kalau awak kena chickenpox nanti.. Sebab saya tak datang sekolah, so, awak memang takkan berjangkit apa apa penyakit pun dari saya.. Jangan Salahkan saya ye, Jangan salahkan saya!

p/s: Biar aku bodoh sorang sorang kat rumah.. Biar korang je dapat 9a, biar aku 9C.. Biar, Biar.. =P

OH, OH, i just can't stop from listening to this awesome song! They rocks! they're cool! They're awesome! Seriously! Oh, U-Kwon, I just can't take my eyes over you. You are superb cool..! Kyung's rap <--- so cool! Jaehyo, forgot his dance part, luckily he didn't spoil their debut performance! He still can cover his mistakes. *A huge sigh*  Sumpah, Cool gila!!! U-Kwon especially, superb cool! Oh, U-Kwon <---- my bias!

Macam mana aku boleh lupa? Macam mana aku boleh lupa password tu! Benda kecil macam tempe tu pun aku boleh lupa! Macam mana! Sumpah, rasa nak marah! Sumpah, mati kena telan dengan badai gempa taufan tsunami kilat.. DUHHHH, tak sabar! Tak sabar!!

I just re-watch this drama on youtube.. The first episode really made me rolling on the floor.. Funny + Romantic + Cute.  and, Jang Geun Seuk and Moon Geun Young! Oh, how I love watched them together. They make a great pair, aren't they? So, if you guys still haven't watch this drama, why wouldn't you give 'em a try? It's really nice!

Yeah, yeah, Chicken pox ni memang membunuhku.. Seriously, This is my the-very-first-time kena chickenpox, and, it is totally awful, and itchy and pain. It's like something is touring on your body and yes, I'm sick of it! and I really hate it! Oh man, there's six months left before PMR, just SIX MONTHS! I don't have much time to study, so, hunny-bunny-cutie-annoying chickenpox, please stop doing your silly work damaging my body! I want to go to school and I want to study! Have some mercy on me. And I would be happy if you do so. But one awesome thing I know, people who have been infected by this disease has a very low chances to get this particular cancer after adolescence(that is what I watched on TV. The Wanita Hari Ini tv program) . Yes, of course I'm glad to know that.I don't want to die faster. But, for those who had never infected with this very-annoying disease, you should get an injection from the hospitals under the doctor's advice. so, do take care of your health, so you can take care of the world.. haha

Ada pernah aku cakap pasal Chong Beng? Ada? Alah, yang katang tu..? Tak ade jugak..? Lihat gambar di atas.. Nampak lelaki yang memakai baju berlengan putih tu? Itulah Chong Beng a.k.a Fendi.. Oh, dia! Dialah yang dah tolong aku bukakkan botol air aku pada  Hari Jumaat yang lalu.. Oh! Katang nya dia! Aku suka!, Aku suka *-gedik-* Sungguh GENTLEMAN!  Oh, aku suka! Oh, dahlah mata sepet, katang, tinggi, main ragbi pulak tu, ohh, jejaka idaman MALAYA.. Sesuai dengan type aku.. Aaahh? Ape? Mata sepet tak comel? Itu kau punya pasal lah.., bagi aku, lelaki yang mata sepet sungguh comel, lagi sepet mata seseorang tu, lagi comel-lah dia..


p/s: Tapi hati aku masih lagi untuk dia.. Jangan salah sangka, aku hanya adore/admire Chong Beng sahaja, tak lebih daripada suka.. 

Bila dia dah pergi rasa macam tiada takde semangat.. Eceehh.. Bak kata Iz, tiada sumber inspirasi gitu.. Ouh, sungguh, sungguh mengada.. Aku harap dia segera pulang.. Dan good-luck untuk acara yang akan disertai.. Aku tahu susah nak ****** dengan cermat, tapi aku tahu, kau boleh buat punya.. Kau kan, *******... Malaysia Bolehh!! ******* Bolehh! Maaf sebab tak sempat nak jumpa sebelum kau pergi.. Aku doakan kau selamat sampai, selamat pulang..

p/s: Maaf, aku rindu! *Hormon tak seimbang*

Isn't he cool? He's really cool.. Check this website and this! You'll be damned if you know about him more..

Aku suka Dia? Tak. Aku tak suka dia? TAK.. Habis tu yang mana satu? Suka atau tak SUKA? Entahlah? Orang kata tak boleh say no to our heart, but damn, true, I can't deny my feelings.. I cannot say NO to YOU.. I''l be damned if I know I like you this much! Again, so damn, that I cannot get you out of my mind and even in my dreams.. I really need my sleep! It is really damn sucks when I have think 'bout you all the time.. I HAVE to think about you with no specific reasons, and boy you know, it's really suckkkss like hell.. Yes, boy! You are hella cool, and yes boy, I like you and no boy, I cannot like you and no boy, I cannot have you and definitely hella yes I will never have you! Man, please! Please, don't make me like you! Cause it's too hard for me! Hella too hard!

Aku tak suka syok sendiri.. Tapi kebelakangan ni aku suka syok sendiri atas sebab sebab tertentu.. Lumrah perempuan, memang begitu.. Tetapi lelaki apa kurangnya.. Suka jugak kot syok sendiri.. Aku malas nak ulas panjang panjang takut korang fikir benda lain... Tapi apa yang pasti, hati aku mengatakan begitu, maka, aku harus percaya dengan apa hati aku cuba sampaikan.. Tapi, jujur, aku tak nak perasan lebih lebih..